March 05, 2008 . 12:32 | teng teng |
hi ding fa di, why are you having such weird thoughts all of a sudden? is it because you are working and after you knock off you feel lonely? haha okay just kidding la.
anyways, what i feel is that there is no NEED for a relationship, unless you're a freaking despo who camps in irc channels like #sex or #teens or whatever and posts 'any 1 lookin 4 rich n handsome bf plz msg mi' every 5 min or what. then yeah, those people definitely cannot live without having anyone to 'love' in their lives.
i guess its the same for everyone, its like the feeling you get when you see the guy, you feel nervous, your heart beats faster and you wanna dress up to impress him and you wanna do things that will make him laugh when he's down, you hope to be the one there for him when hes feeling low and etc. haha. i guess its pretty difficult not to feel a single thing for someone who really treats you well and takes care of you. but but BUT, sometimes you'll realise that its a case of sympathy, like you feel bad for not reciprocating his feelings for you so you force yourself to accept him and be with him. to me, thats quite bad ah. so i'd rather end the relationship.
btw, my exams have ended already. SO WHEN ARE WE MEETING UP SIA?!
February 17, 2008 . 23:41 | nobody needs me, i need nobody |
i once said to a friend, "noone needs me, i need nobody". with regards to romantic affiliations, of course. but working these days and having this completely different set of activities to occupy my life has gotten me reflecting, observing, meditating,
om...
i dont know, hey you girls w relationships! why the need for one in the first place? or was it more a want than anything? or is it like how they show it in the movies.. you walk along the pebbled journey and bump into HIM. squibble squabble blush giggle cry laugh diarrhoea - then boyfriend? is it the notion of having one that shoves us into startin one, or does it feel like the most natural thing to do at that time?
what a curious feeling. to be in awe of, to fear, to wish for, to loathe. awe-for the strength and courage in every step of the way,sacrifice and love(ihope);fear-that the other wouldnt be having the same apple in his mind.maybe yours is green,his red;longing-to be cared for,to care,to be grounded;loathe-the unpredictability of human nature.our tendency to be lazy to love.to love to forget.to forget to care.from care to hurt.
anyway.. hope you all are doing greaaaaaaat! good luck jy for your exams stop zouk-ing and seaning and start studying ah! you'll do well, sleep well aight. lets all meet up after jy's exams. dear steph how're you doing? you are still sorely missed my dear.i stood at popular reading a book the other day, and it touched me so much i finished the book while crying like an overemotional idiot.idiocy aside,i'd really like you to read it girl..maybe you'll find it in your mailbox sometime. =)
November 22, 2007 . 22:16 | - |
a's are finally over.. yay! meimei bio paper over already?? i was very excited after the h1 econ paper, but after last paper physics mcq din feel that happy.. weird ah... now seems to be still lost and not knowing what to do.. stephy happie birthday!!!! its ten days after u turned eighteen!!! going to get a job to try and have fun! any recommendations?
and very glad to see jieying and meimei's entry!!!! just a random entry here from wing. feeling bored now!! hohoho.
November 14, 2007 . 00:39 | - |
HELLO ALL. THIS IS YIMEI. i think i havent written here in 2 years or sth (seriously) haha. i dont even know how to do the cool name thing that you put before the post. haha so sorry about that. anyway i have 3 more papers left. 2 mcqs and bio p3. yay!
okay study hard everybody! :)
November 12, 2007 . 00:32 | kudus |
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY DARLING KINKY BRA! WE LOVE YOU LOTS!!!!!!
November 09, 2007 . 20:57 | nehnehneh alibrabra |
lol jieying you alibrabra finally updated!! after refreshing this page everyday, something new!!! =) lifts my heart up, really.
dangg how's everyone? still alive? i know wingyan's still alive and kickin, albeit coughing a little sometimes too.. meimei's okaydokay too..studying hard at home and at the freezing ac study place. jack! where are youuuu. eh you all ah. come here refresh refresh hoping to see someone update ah. worse still, nv refresh. rahh. hang in there people. go monster rah!!
haha steph it's not that we didn't receive your msg. our replies to you are in our hearts.. hee. we're all missin you loads yea so take care of yourself there! sleep well eat well play well study well. it's been a long while.. ha this year's just flown past like that. before we know it we're halfway through our a's..you're IN uni..jieying's drawing close(r) to the end of her course..the days slip past before you've time to even grasp what it brings you aye.. take time to enjoy the air and sky and friends and family. dont regret it..
my maid's discovered a lump on her back next to her spinal cord. quite scary eh it's quite humongous. and hard. and well. one big lump. pray for her ya? for one who's worked so hard in the family quietly, bearing the brunt of all our different mood swings and been able to hold on to her faith and stay sincere, i absolutely salute her. yet look who's talking, the 3rd party who allows her to bear the brunt of all that shit.pray for her please.
another thing. i'm so gonna read up on parenting after a's. my brother is killing me. or rather, one of these days i'm gonna kill him. grrrrrrrr. cute and obedient and attention-seeking he is. and i dont think we're bringing him up the right way, him being in a house filled with X-chromosomes. serious ones that dont want to play catching with him at that. AHHHHHHH who wants to help bring him up. nehhh where's my dad when we need some maleness in the house. !!!~!!
so please, ladies, next time when you wanna have kids, think twice. =/
RAHHHHHHHH. wing dont laugh. TAKE CARE. persevere. the end is near. a new beginning awaits! all the best dears.
veggie.
November 09, 2007 . 13:28 | from yinky |
hello my darling dudettes !! how have you all been? havent been seeing you all for close to 2 months. we better meet up after all your papers. anyways, ALL THE BEST FOR YOUR A'S !!!! Jia you jia you jia you :D
xiangting told me to update, so here i am! actually ive got nothing much to blog about (you guys can read my blog if you want).. except that i really miss all of you loadsssss. especially doosie! can't wait till the day you come back. hehehehhee i cut my hair dude, i dont think you can recognise me already. ahaha and yeah all of you havent seen my new ugly hair except for anthea tan. ohwells! SOON AH.
SOON SOON.
i miss you and love you all dipdip worx
November 01, 2007 . 00:15 | YOOHOO |
Hello Sweethearts,
Sincere apologies, I know that I sort of disappeared off the face of your earth but trust me I am very much alive :)
I guess all of you are having your exams now.. GOOD LUCK LOVES! I actually texted all of you but I dont think you got it since none of you replied -_- hahaha. no worries, I am sure all of you would do just great great great!!!!
Today was halloween here... I dressed up as a school girl.. MMM. hahaahhaah :) I wish all of you were here, with me, in the same classes as I..
The good times, the best times, :)
Good luck my loves, I will always be here for you guys,
Love,
Steph
October 15, 2007 . 15:10 | - |
ANTHEA HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY EIGHTEENTH BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!
October 13, 2007 . 21:49 | thumping pumping heart |
oh no oh no oh no oh no oh no!!!! rahhhhhhhhhhh. that inexplicable feeling or mystery and euphoria creeps up to me whenever i.. rahhhh. it robs me of producing coherent speech. like- this- where - how - screams. sorry my dears since this is the only place where i can truly be myself and blabber about this, do bear with my verbal rubbish for awhile. you could just scroll down if it seems too nonsensical. like right now.
oh no oh no!!!! sigh. is this my body's defence mechanism acting up again, making me think of things i'm not supposed to think about in times as such, where more essential and pressing issues are at hand? oh the adventurous heart =/ or hormones. play with me not.
rah.
xiang.
p.s. anthea tan you'll finally be 18 in 2 day's time!! under normal circumstances i would say yayy now you're legal! but you've all been doing illegal things long before your time anyway =/ so yea! stay cheery, optimistic, and now's the time to unleash all your maturity and mama wisdom! no matter what we'll be by you. just make sure you tell us and not do anything against your conscience! here i am preaching again. I LOVE YOU.!
October 09, 2007 . 20:16 | the brocolli-stalker. |
oh dearrrrr. if i found someone's blog and i visit it more than once, okay a few more times morethan once, is it counted as stalking? esp if i do it because i'm hooked on it? oh dear. i'm a freako someone come slappp me.
wingyan!!! thanks for coming down the other night haha had fun and studied. HOW ARE THE REST OF YOU! our lovely group of 8 sexies are down to only 3 left on the blog and the other 5 roaming about the universe huh.. updates girls, and i hope you're all doing great! reminiscing on our yummy dinner at that hongky place with the overly-friendly waiter who i think was interested in jack. or ant. or.. haha.
rewoar. man life can't get duller. and coming from boring ol me who doesnt know what a ps2 or whatever looks like, heh. HANG in there girls. we'll live somehow! stephanie natasha simon kudus if you ever see this please UPDATE. your own blog's decomposing and starting to break down into greenhouse gases fr neglect. tell us tell us! hows school hows shroom-in-law? hope you two are strong gg stronger!
i wanna buy new undies. a bag. a heart. new clothes. i wanna sell my fats. who wants to trade with me? =D on second thought nvm.. i like the way i look. ho.
reading a book on servant leadership. it's actually really meaningful! how we often forget to lead w our hearts. oh well take care k all of you! missing you guys loads.
xiang
October 06, 2007 . 03:08 | boohooraah |
" love is patient, love is kind.
it does not envy, it does not boast.
it is not proud, it is not self seeking.
it is not easily angered,
it keeps no record of wrongs.
love is not a facade but rejoices with the truth.
it always protects, always trust, always perseveres.
love never fails "
relationships are such special things.
they can make you the happiest person on earth
yet make you cry the world deepest bucket you can ever find.
there are certain times whereby you think you want to give up,
and you are sure you want to give up,
because it just isn't working and most probably it just wouldn't work.
but, hang in there!
for the unhappiness no matter how hurting would cease one day
and the goodness of the relationship will continue to shine on,
for the love is always there.
"a flaw will always find a way to amplify itself,
and make us forget about all the other
reasons to pardon that small mistake"
solve tomorrow's woes today for the
accumulation will only serve to remind both how
you've been tolerating each other
and when things go wrong,
all the happy times you have had together
will not be remembered
lessons are best learnt from others and
to compromise and think rationally
reaps a much stronger relationship.
treasure your relationship and
everything around you will be beautiful.
thought the above lines really true and meaningful.. took it from my friend's blog.. hopefully he has taken a new look to it and brings himself up to become a better man..hopefully he can be truly happy..
hey darlings!! how hav u all been? xiang.... we're all here for you..! im sure ure not the only thinking let that.. do not think too much ya dear.. give me a call anytime u need! anthea... are you studying?! ure suppose to get notes from me n u never turn up!! jack,mei....all da way! raa raa... hows ur application to the school in australia? successful? go go! dun be too stressed out ya dear... jie ying.... how have u been? now holiday ah? or haven? sorry ah, i still unsure abt ur hols.. smile n stay happie k yink.. take care of urself also, dun always go out late sleep late like owl like that hor.. (applies to anthea also!!) steph...hav fun and enjoy urself ya!
go go go! last lap of the race! ten seconds for 100 metres!
okie good nites sshroomiess!! yawns.. very tired.. oh take vitamins and drink more water during this time period ya!
love wing wing wing wing wing
September 26, 2007 . 23:28 | chaos reigns - within. |
this insane period is truly, deeply, trying. mentally, emotionally, i feel like i've aged a million years since the last enjoyable day i had with nothing to worry about, my confidence unshaken. worst thing is, we're all (almost) going through it. insomnia, over-eating, under-eating. hell, even proper eating. gastric, nightmares, daydreams, nervous breakdowns, heh if this is what life is truly about, gimme a break from it. all of you there feeling the same way, having that nauseous feeling in the pits of your bellies, hang in there girls. i dont know if this is what you guys went through during o levels, but man. a few more times and our non-physical age will be about twenty times our actual in no time. hah. it's good and bad i suppose. i'm glad i'm exposed to this rigour. unhappy i'm not living up to it. heartened to see my grades slowly inch up to at least a pass. saddened to see some of my friends left behind. all in all, heh. life. perhaps this is the true flavour of it huh. that bittersweet taste that most of us have been protected from all our lives; we only taste the sugar. one thing's for sure, i'm losing the ability to communicate. verbally, literally, words fail me as they never have my entire life - that's frightening. i feel myself turning into an ungrateful, cynical cold bitch that i dont like. perhaps it's just my hypersensitive self-reflecto radar that's magnifying the effects. but it dont feel nice. i hope none of you are feeling this way. hope none of you are falling sick!!!!! (impt. drink lotsa water) truly, i hope none of us lose ourselves.
oh lord, gimme an elvish rope that i may bind my heart to you and lock my mind in eternal tranquility. heh if you feel like it too, just kill me. save rope. save space. more fertiliser for plants. reduce global warming. save food. reduce tears. increase oxygen. conserve energy.
wow. hey so many advantages of dying neh. what's the purpose of life? honestly? loving? sharing? giving? not like there'd be a lack of ppl that'd do tht after we die.
heh i'm not suicidal dont worry. it's just. worrying. GOOD LUCK FOR EVERYTHING. it's the last lap. do or die. i'd prefer the former. rah.
xiang
ying and doos? if you two ever see this before we pass out fr studying, pray for us =/
September 24, 2007 . 23:15 | kong wing yan appears! |
hey guys!!!! hellooo hoo hoo!! hehe im sure many of us are getting back our results, be it prelims or the modules(yink?).. if its bad, dun let it pull you down, continue to work hard till the very day the finals here n im sure u'll be prepared like a steady dudedy woohoo! if its good, heyhey dun be complacent baby! better continue with ur commitment and motivation and do better or as well in your finals! at the end of it, we can all meet up every day hav fun, dance and sing around and forget about everything in the world cos now its our time!! BUT do not think of this now, now is CONCENTRATION time ya darlings!!
AS FOR STEPHY: are you having your exams now or is it over already??
YOU ARE MISSED!!
ALL IN ALL,all of you please do take care of your health and stay happie! leave all troubles aside! there'll be a solution to everything!
LETS SSHROOMSS OUR WAY THROUGH, SSHROOMIESS!
love, wingie wingie wing wing ~im gonna give u a smoochy muacks!~ ;D
September 11, 2007 . 23:51 | i'm one of the cauliflowers or brinjals that xiang is talking about !!!!!!!!!! |
hello one and all guess who is this???!!!!!
It's me RARA heehee!!!! it's been ages since i've updated our blog.. i miss you guys loads even though jack and tammy are in my school i seldom get to see them sigh..
so how's life and boyfriends and what-not's gosh i've so much to catch up with you guys this sun muahahaha :) for those who are still having exams continue to strive and persevere till the end but at the same time must remember to take care because w/o health we cannot do anything so remember to drink lots of water and make sure you have enough rest yup!!!! heehee..
no no my msg doesnt end here i still have lots and lots to say hahaha..
for xiang and wing, put in your best for the prelims k :) i believe that you guys can do it!!!
that day i was reading this 1 yr mini daily inspiration from God's word.. there was one on worrywarts (that's me heehee) it said "Dont worry about anything; instead, pray about everything. tell God what you need, and thank Him for all He has done " I hope this is like a form of reassurance and a light amidst the darkness if you feel like you are drowning from the stress.
good luck in everything you do yup yup dearies!!!!
hugs, love and kisses
rara aka princess sara :)
September 07, 2007 . 22:15 | sunny side up with brocolli sprinkles! |
rahh where is everybody...studying. what am i doing? finding an avenue through which escape from it is possible. how is everyone?
sept 16th aye! =) the regular once a term date. once a term.. heh.. and to think once upon a time we met everyday to cook instant noodles and fry eggs! aye busy we are. hope everything's going fine dears.. wingyan study hard!! rara and jack lucks to your few remaining papers.
whatever our probs, lets just stay focused aye! missing you all loads.hope everyone's lives are gg just about the way you want them to, and it's a sane, responsible way. take care aye? hopefully some cauliflower or brinjal can update next before i embark on my next rantology again.
hugs and much love,
xiang
August 29, 2007 . 21:10 | - |
look. in your eyes touches
me so. thrills-
down my spine that excites.
the soul.
around the drylands where....
rar.
prelims are starting tmr.. for me.. jack! sara!tammy! guess yours are over.. i hope. if they're not, ALL THE BEST! wingyan!!! good luck good luck. jieying anthea!! i miss you two. anthea tan hope you're doing fine.. at home in school in your brain in your heart..
it's crazy man, crazy. who knows what kinda ppl'll emerge from this whole experience? i just hope i'll be someone i want to be still.
btw: do you think men and women construct knowledge differently?
think we changed after graduating fr st nicks? i think the changes we're subject to and about to make are far more drastic than before, so lets brace ourselves for it and look forward to the next time we meet, so we can recover that part of ourselves that exists only when our friendship works its magic.
love,
xiang
August 13, 2007 . 21:11 | brocolli popcorn |
HAHAHHAHAHA sorry your chinese encoding idiot-proof help cracked me up. thanks man. i keep wondering how to decipher kudus' chinese words whenever i come to the blog. LOL. thanks girl.
and I MISS YOU GUYS TOOO. but the books are far far far too pressing for now...needa see the principal cos of my beautiful grades.. i know wy too aye.. SARA JIEYING JACK WING YIMEI JIAYOUUUU. esp yimei eh good luck for prelims!! ac's scary aye but all the best. ANTHEA ARE YOU STUDYING.. better be make the best of the few months you have! ying ah if got time to huan huan ai then lol try get ant to ai du shu please. and all the best for your exams too!
RAR i'm losing my sanity.. and i'm not even studying as hard as i should be.. grr maybe if i do you'd find me hairless eyeless heartless next time. heh so many things to say.. so many lil things.. like i like brocolli..oh oh and i started wearing one of the calvin klein undies you bought me last yr.. and started using one of the body shop soaps.. SO FRAGRANT bathing makes me so happy now. =DD and i still like brocolli.. so many questions i'd like answered.. so many voices i wanna hear. TAKE CARE okay? whatever it is stay strong and stay happy for now, till we meet again!
xiangalicious. squawk.
August 07, 2007 . 21:41 | one note samba |
EH HELLO EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I MISS ALL OF YOU CAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i was so friggin happy when i saw wingyan on the bus the other day!! ahhhhh. i hope all of you are doing fine. exams coming soon right? MINE TOO! and i am so so so dead. hahahha. hopefully i wont repeat my modules.
anyways, JIA YOU everybody! you all can do it! every sshroomss member is SMART! just like *me* MUAHAHAHAHA
i think i have lots to update you about.... no actually my life is kinda mundane. but i know that when we meet up, we'll have LOTS to talk about! so, WHEN ARE WE MEETING UP?!
you know i cried when i read doos' previous entry.... hahahaha so silly
for those who have time (which is probably only me and anthea), go watch Huan Huan Ai () on youtube or something. its a taiwanese drama by Rainie Yang and Mike He the super handsome !@$*(!@*)$*@#%#@(%*@# person ! its super duper uber nice!!!! :D :D :D
yinkcredible һ
p.s. for chinese encoding, please right click > Encoding > Chinese simplified
July 03, 2007 . 16:54 | STEPHHH SAYS |
hello sweethearts.
I apologize.. i really kinda forgot to update.. until of all people, XIANGTING told me to update!! HELLO FELLOW SSHROOMIESS!!! 大家好！！！
你们还好吧。。。
忙着读书吗？ 我在加州好想念你们俄！
我的朋友全部都不跟你们一样， 从来没有过一个朋友给我一样的感觉。他们虽然很开朗，但是他们都只顾着外表。。。 不像你们，我知道即使我什么都没了，你们还会一样爱我。。。 谢谢！ 非常感谢！
HAHA okay that was enough, as you can tell... my MAND 5 class that I took here really improved my chinese.. well.. ABIT.. AT LEAST. hahah.
I really miss you guys.. I wish you all were here just playing and keeping me company, and all of us were studying here... sigh. Im really happy I got into UCLA. it was my second choice school!! :) its exciting.. I'd be going in as a junior.. so I'd only have 1.5 years and Im done with school! Im soo thrilled!!!
Yes Ive got a boyfriend.. I think all of you will like him.. you guys should meet actually. he is quite funny. I can imagine.. all of us sitting down having dinner.. and one by one, all of you interrogate him and ask him question after queestion... LOL. its scary how we have been together for almost 3 months.. it doesnt seem that long but it is.. Its all good!!! you guys should meet him.. He might come down to Singapore with me in December and he would see you guys!!! :) I think we might go to new york at the end of august.. then I may head over to Asia for a month!!
STUDY HARD SSHROOMIESS! SHOW SINGAPORE WHAT WE ARE MADE OF WHOOHOOO!!!!!!
July 03, 2007 . 14:52 | - |
"yo. chanced upon your blog, felt the pain in the words you typed, and just hope that you're feeling alright." might i say that to someone i speak to once in 2 months, or less? yikes.. guess not. yet i cant stop myself from worrying. do hope he's fine. heh i'm either hopelessly foolish or a romantic stalker. both sound bad.
anyways, HELLO THIS IS THE FIRST ENTRY SINCE APRIL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =DDDD
nevertheless, just wanna say I MISS ALL OF YOU!!! that one dinner with our future male in laws in june aint sufficient for us man..i feel in need of some warm funny sisterly comfort. and how better to share that than with all of us together? arghhh..
wingyan's still having common tests, hers is ending this week. if you do in case chance upon this before then,then ALL THE BEST! i know you're not as prepared as you hope you can be, but..give it your all anyways!meimei, jack, sara i think you've finished yours. can we pls have a mugging session tgt before a's? >< and good news good news. steph got into UCLA!!!! and things are going well with her and our future shroom-in-law. she's come a long way..
ahhh so many things to regurtitate, so many things undone. and here i am fixing a laopok made-in-china jigsaw puzzle at home. though we lead different lives, have so much stuff going on in our lives tt we cant update ea other about, im thankful for your friendship. thanks eh.. it grounds me. =)
anyone wanna meet up for a coffee sometime? i dont mind tea too, just not me. love!
xiang
April 20, 2007 . 01:25 | - |
STEPH HOW ARE YOUUUUUUU???????????!
April 20, 2007 . 01:17 | wingyan here!! =) *wing |
heyo! how have all of you been?? stagnant alr ah here? haha. oh my syf coming! 10th may. and NY is after hwa chong and before NJ..in between the two top JC COs in singapore! haha what great luck ya. i really hope all nyco pple put in their best efforts frm now.. for those who haven. im tryin to make myself believe we will get a gold. but lookin at current situation quite hard to judge also.. oh wells. but i will still believe nyco can do it. haha ya. have been neglectin studies. my civics tutor is speaking to me, my parents, and both are going to meet! block test results all U and S la. do feel quite stressed. stucked in between yk and co. its either me or he jus dun accept it. guess its both. decision day will be soon.... wish me luck! take care all. love all of you! miss all of you! smiles!
February 19, 2007 . 19:00 | wing =) |
heys dearies! how ahv all of u been?
so long neva see!! happie chinese new year! take care! smiles.
sara,hav a great time at hong kong!
asyoucanseeimgettingsickandtiredofyouandyourchildishnessandyourexpectationsand...itsnoturfaultitsmineicantbetieddownsoevilofmebutistillloveyou
hmm jus smth i gotta say out somewhere.im alright! =))
February 08, 2007 . 14:45 | muse is the shitz |
hi guys! anthea here. i've been very busy with schoolwork but i was just wondering if you guys would like to go new year's visiting on tuesday at all our houses? or maybe at one or two, like we start with one person's house and then house-hop y'know? and maybe we could round it off at jack's place playing mahjong, or mine if you want to.
anyway. valentine's day is coming! and so is common test dates. and i ran the cjc xcty yesterday, i got 10th! although it's not very good cause actually track's supposed to dominate top five. but urmm.. i'm getting out of point. today i stayed home from school cause i was feeling sick. i need to shop! toodle-oo
February 04, 2007 . 11:54 | stephhhhhh |
hey darlings,
im sorry i know this is really late... i was thinking of the good old days, and thus, decided to blog. i dont know what has become of me.. seriously
i feel detached, esp from everyone back in singapore.. i havent blogged bout anything since i got back and this is kinda like my first post here in a really long time. i apologise.
well, school started and the 4th week is over, im taking econs, calculus, english, accounting and computer science.. also, im working 14 hours a week as a teachers assistant for environmental biology.. im busy, but i feel as though im doing something with my life. i guess im not dangling anymore! :) id be out of college after next quarter, hopefully berkeley accepts me or some school that i actually want to go into... but id only know on may 1st! :D wish me luck!
i think i really gotta apologize but i think i gotta get this outta my system. when i got back, i guess i thought everything would be the way it was before i left, and i guess that was kinda wishful thinking. it came to a point where i just din feel like doin anything. kinda depressing but thats the truth. its amazing how u guys are right now, and i dont know if i changed or you guys did. its not a good or a bad change, im sure. its just.. a change. guess i gotta deal with it huh.
sara: please, dont let anyone put u down. u better tell him to fuck off. dont bother bout him ok.. you are who you are. and you are perfect. :)
anyways im gonna call all of u guys up soon, ive been crazily busy. and my mom is over for a few days.. its sabs birthday!! :D
love, steph
January 11, 2007 . 22:46 | sara |
hey dears hows school?
i guess mine's fine except i got bullied in sch stupid guy said my specs are reading glasses magnifying glass such an ignorant fool and a bastard shallow ass im so angry i told him i may be nice but dont tread on my toes cos he has been insulting me since sch begun guess i just lost it. gosh ive never been so angry with a person ok enough of my rambling just needed to let it out.
ok im back to my happy self and thanks for listening i guess im the real me when im with you guys!!!!! love you lots peeps:) !!!
December 27, 2006 . 01:48 | turkey wurkey and pipagao! |
yearning-
hey haha was blog-hopping the whole night it got me a little emo. it's amazing how we've changed aye, how many more friends we've gotten to know after leaving sn, how we manage to stay friends irregardless of the many more new friends we've made.
thank you kudus for the wonderful christmas lunch! the yummy turkey and nice fried chicken wings (tt i never got to eat thanks to darling spidermei =D) thank you all had such a fun time exchanging the gifts. sara, your pipagao comes in handy now i think i'm losing my voice! ahhaha tammy and her multiple bottles of soap, kudus for painting my nails bimbo pink they make me laugh everytime i see them. haha yimei sleeping on the couch.. jieying being brave and making choices.. sara and her lovely sweetness, wing and tammy and their SUPER DOUBLE DD SMOOTH BROWN BRA. haha i realise there're repeats. ah well. thank you all for that lovely christmas =) anthea you weren't forgotten! wish you coulda been there ><
haha i had just read a quote before typing this entry: sometimes a few words mean more than long sentences. and i was planning just to type a few words. look what happened! anyways since i find myself bursting with emotion so much of the time nowadays, i think i shall start a blog. but... html-illiterate me doesnt know how.. anyone wants to teach? =)
no matter, finish your hol hw guys! dont be as screwed as i am. loveya all!
shrooms, thank you.
xiang
December 06, 2006 . 00:10 | from yink |
YINK LOVES EVERYONE! (INCLUDING MYSELF)
hehehehe.
take care all. wy, dont have to care about bae yong jun lah. just bring my LU back to sgp!!!!!!!!!!
anthea pluck some sakuras for me and xt? then we can para para sakura~ LOL!!
can't wait till doos is back.. that is when we can all finally catch up with one another.
meanwhile, YINK WILL STILL BE LOVING ALL OF YOUUUUU (including myself.)
December 03, 2006 . 18:20 | heart all over the place, brain intact but undetectable, on the whole - happy. =) |
haha some people say blogs are odd because ppl broadcast their deepest emotions and desires to the world.. but heck, sometimes we do need such channels or we'll be clogged up shits..
have a great trip wing! be safe, enjoy yourself, take lotsa pictures, FIND BAE YOUNG JUN!!!!, muha. and eat all those weird stuff we see in the korean dramas! =))) the mixed rice thingies and the transparent thing with red sauce that looks like chee cheong fun. then update us all on it when you're back!
steph i cant wait for you to come back! you gugubird not updating here anymore huh. =) hurryyyyyyy come back..
sara how's your eye? god i cant believe i forgot to ask you when i called you to talk nonsense yesterday. ROAR. you can slap me or kiss me. just dont strip me. ok random.
jackkk! my fellow fickle geminian, single and happy =) hope all's going well w dance.. thanks for talking the other day and calming my hyperexcited nerves.
tammy my sexy daring funny darling! haven't met you in 128563719938264176 years!! hope all's well in school and keep us updated alright!! =))
spidermei!! sold your 150th bottle of sexy perfume? =D glad tt you love your job so much. hows dreaming? how was his bdae celeb? =))
anthea! playing and partying like mad i suppose. STUDY HARD woman.. you can do it you must pull thru we all will alright!! dont stay out too late have some meaningful conversations with your bro. alright. maybe tt's too much to ask for. x) just make some noises with him.
mushroomhead! hahaha i really miss the ole innocent times in pri4 where we did stupid things like drink chinese tea everyday and dance to britney spears and call stupid guys to hone our skill of speaking hokkien vulgarities. thanks for being such a great part of my life =)
btw, met cindy about a month ago! forgot to tell you guys. she looks awesome and seems to be doing great =)) let us all meet up when steph comes back k! meanwhile, we can have our romantic tete a tetes. whatever tt means. WHEE.
haha i'm sorry just feeling a lil emo today. right now on to a lil update on my week.. the paranoid entry a week ago was an expression of the entire stomach-heart-eyes-brain squeeze and diarrhoea-inducing feeling that i had cos i was going for dinner with ll. remember the phantom? ok i hope he never googles this. right. well.. haha no dears nothing smoky hotty sexy whatever-y happened and i still dunno how to sum the dinner up. gimme a few more weeks haha maybe i can adequately summarise it then.. well we met again yesterday with a few others for this concert. concert was fantastic. meeting was weird. and not in the good sense. ah well it's over, but you know how i cant stop thinking after i've started.thinking. so yea.. i er haven't stopped. but hey, on a happier note i justhad a 3day2night choir camp in school and it was magical. =)
on a more serious note I NEED TO START STUDYING. anyone want to meet up to mug? shites.
singing at this concert thingy next fri and sat.. volunteered to sing with the singapore lyric opera chorus for an item at this concert.. jazz works. it'll be fun! =))
updateupdateupdate i wanna know all about your lives!!!!! smile and be happy babes! and drink lotsa water.
xiang
December 03, 2006 . 16:05 | peek a boo! =) |
hellooo dears! off to korea i will be this comin tues nite e 5th. will be back on the 12th. hmm xiang! wat happen? sara take care of ur eyes! jie ying all da way, smiles! e rest of u all take care!
love wing
November 27, 2006 . 11:55 | AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. |
oh my golden chihuahua..
AHHHHH. sorry i need somewhere to loosen my nerveballs. whatever they are. AHHHHH. i'm gonna dine tonight. a very very very platonic dinner (please let it be one)with an old friend. and both ends of my foodpipe have thus been malfunctioning since last night, giving signs of spewing out whatever i consume. AHHHHHHH. AHHHHHHHHH. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. ok lousy me. stop thinking so much brocolli. AHHHHHH. i shall turn up as a fat globule spilling over. AHHHHHHHH. great. i will update you guys. may that not be accompanied with tears.
xiang
November 12, 2006 . 12:45 | :) |
HELLO BABIES!!!!! AND STEPH, WHEN THE HELL ARE YOU GONNA REPLY MY MSG ON MSN COS IM GOING TO SAN FRANCISCO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SO IF YOU DONT REPLY, NO SEEING YOUUUU!
to the rest,: lets go out and play soon!
-sexy tammy
November 03, 2006 . 22:49 | im a baby monster |
heehee guess who? giggles
IT'S ME RARA HEEHEE
surprised ?????!!!!!
yah yah i know it been like an ancient years since i have even added an entry i think this is my 2nd time heehee paiseh muahahaha..
how have you guys been?
shall we go cycling nxt weekend or maybe friday?
miss you guys like crazy pouts
fighting (only those who watch korean shows will know heehee) for your OP peeps so if you guys can make it then msg me k
me me love you guys lots lots heehee muacks!
November 02, 2006 . 22:14 | loves and misses |
yink here.. miss all of you so much! got so many things to tell all of you.. please, lets meet up soon!
and doos is coming back soon. im so excited!
November 01, 2006 . 20:48 | sshroomiess u all rock! |
heys! miss all of you! love all of you! ....
-wing-
October 27, 2006 . 12:31 | Good Afternoon! |
Hello All! :D
Yay, promos are over and i hope everyone's doing ayyokay! I miss you guys so bad :(
Anyway, I'll be going to taiwan on the 10th-14th i think! haha i promise to buy back lots of stuff for you all. like all your vcds/cds and stuff haha. and i promise to take papparazzi photos if i see any famous people k hahahaha. yay so exciting.
Please lets meet up for dinner soon so everyone can update me about their swinging single lifestyle, or you dearest otherhalves :D Love you lovelies!
<3 Jack
October 24, 2006 . 22:16 | anthea says.. |
alamak, this blog needs a tag board. the old one needs a friggin' password. like who the hell knows the password? okay i will put one, SOON. hoho.
and also, who knows the password to our friendster profile? it's kind stale! and put some pictures up! i miss everybody, when are we going to thailand!?
October 15, 2006 . 14:18 | random musings on a hot hazy day |
heyho x)
yep, here i am sitting on my blue roll-about chair in front of my comp, musing.
haha i seem to be growing immaturer while everyone else is gaining wisdom. perhaps praying for the past 17 years of my life (ok, maybe just 7) that i'd act and behave more my age is beginning to show its adverse effects. ah well.
met ancus yesterday w wing and jy x) haha just a short description of our darling ankles and arms and dunno what:
he looks good =) haha almost akin to those korean actors. (but HAHA BAE YONG JUN CUTER x)) ) anyway, haha yeap he's cute! so thumbs up anthea, little boy has a nice face!! matches little girl exceedingly!! AND the best part is he has the paternal (ok no, caring) look in his eyes tt says "i will take care of anthea tan properly". haha so there.
quite weird eh, having half of us attached already. but i'm glad seeing as most of you look happy. =))) tt's the most impt aye? find joy in it and dont do it at the expense of other impt areas of your life. x))
okok i'm nagging agn. haha guess it's the haze getting to me. STEPHANIE NATASHA SIMON KUDUS hurry come backkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk =((((((((((( you are being sorely missed!
good luck for promos results everyone! sara, dont worry things will be fine!! wing, hope wk will pull thru..
yimei count your a's and let us know..
jack haha i know you got promoted so congrats =)
ant, hmm pls give us good news too
jy, i know you dont have haha but gd luck anw
me, oh lord pls promote me i promise to eat more veggies and less meat. =/
nonsense. is tt blasphemy? ah well. looking forward to seeing you guys again!!
TRUCKLOADS OF LOVE,
xiang,
the x-ray bra
October 15, 2006 . 14:18 | random musings on a hot hazy day |
heyho x)
yep, here i am sitting on my blue roll-about chair in front of my comp, musing.
haha i seem to be growing immaturer while everyone else is gaining wisdom. perhaps praying for the past 17 years of my life (ok, maybe just 7) that i'd act and behave more my age is beginning to show its adverse effects. ah well.
met ancus yesterday w wing and jy x) haha just a short description of our darling ankles and arms and dunno what:
he looks good =) haha almost akin to those korean actors. (but HAHA BAE YONG JUN CUTER x)) ) anyway, haha yeap he's cute! so thumbs up anthea, little boy has a nice face!! matches little girl exceedingly!! AND the best part is he has the paternal (ok no, caring) look in his eyes tt says "i will take care of anthea tan properly". haha so there.
quite weird eh, having half of us attached already. but i'm glad seeing as most of you look happy. =))) tt's the most impt aye? find joy in it and dont do it at the expense of other impt areas of your life. x))
okok i'm nagging agn. haha guess it's the haze getting to me. STEPHANIE NATASHA SIMON KUDUS hurry come backkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk =((((((((((( you are being sorely missed!
good luck for promos results everyone! sara, dont worry things will be fine!! wing, hope wk will pull thru..
yimei count your a's and let us know..
jack haha i know you got promoted so congrats =)
ant, hmm pls give us good news too
jy, i know you dont have haha but gd luck anw
me, oh lord pls promote me i promise to eat more veggies and less meat. =/
nonsense. is tt blasphemy? ah well. looking forward to seeing you guys again!!
TRUCKLOADS OF LOVE,
xiang,
the x-ray bra
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October 15, 2006 . 14:10 | HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANTHEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA |
haha HAPPY BDAE TO ANTHEA TAN TAN TAN TAN TAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ANEATER BRA? ALIEN BRA? AWESOME BRA? hahhaha whichever. happy birthday girl stay happy and work hard in sch and always remember that you are loved!
September 30, 2006 . 16:55 | anthea says.. |
okay guys, how'd you like the new template? please feel free to comment anything you want! haha and i'm starting this ona new page, next time anybody who's putting an entry in, please check if there are five entries on each page! if there is, please start on a new page! dankschew :)
okay, off to angus steakhouse for dinner! by the way, my dad just came back this morning ;) lubchew guys!